There will be a time.
Possibly as soon as tomorrow.
Nearly as distant as forever.
When everything will be fine.
Things will not be weird or hard.
There will be a place in time where every single thing will be as it should be
and it will be stacked in your favor.
A time just for you.
You will be surrounded by everyone that knows you.
Every person that ever cared that you breathed a breath.
There will be no pressure to smile or laugh, these things will come naturally.
The emotions will flow naturally and there will be plenty of tissues.
It will be a celebration of life and it will be beautiful.