Thursday, May 14, 2015

Facts Of Life


I just wanted to say these things

 I don’t know if they help.

I don’t know if it’s okay to be scared.

But having a family can be scary,
 it can be draining to not only love people
 but accept people and believe in people and work with people 
 that is just interpersonal skills really
but when you pile that on top of life (which is already pretty consuming)

Things like work and aspirations and other responsibilities…

Well that starts to get heavy.

It is really fun though.
What could I be doing that is better than this?

The only thing that would make this better is if
I was typing from a houseboat.
On an actual river.

Good night.
I love you.

Your guess is as good as mine.




Sunday, May 10, 2015

Bumps



Do you ever take the time to notice your posture?
Are you horrified by it?

I don't know what to say lately.
I have been being my own cheerleader, inside my head, and it is taking up a lot of my mental energy.
There has been a lot of analyzation going on up there.
So I haven't been quick to share anything.
Since I am currently mulling things over.
I have not yet come to any conclusive results.
So my trap is shut.

Do you ever take the time to notice your grammar and sentence structure?
Is that something that you are proud of?

Look, I am all for making up the rules as we go along.

But there are definitely some time tested truths along the way.

You got to make time to examine these as you come across them.

It can be a real son of a bitch to your ego.

Heads up.