Crazy Horse Penis.

Oh man.
I don't know where to begin.
I was telling this person that I am married to
(who shall remain nameless)
I was telling her that it is important to be able to adjust and accept the responsibility of life.

But then for the last couple of days I have been forgetting to take my own medicine.

And it took...

I started to write this entry on October 31st.
I since have forgotten what it took for me to realize anything.
But I can guess that it was either one of two things:

1.T fainted and hit her head a couple of days earlier, and it scared the shit out of me.
She went to the emergency room the next day, to get checked out.
She had to do this because I only have insurance for myself.
It would cost me 300 dollars a month extra to insure her.
So since then I have decided that we need to figure something better out.
But the thought that I am currently supporting a family, it got really heavy all of a sudden.
And I felt a bit of the panic or worry that T seemed to be describing.

I don't know for sure if that was it, but I think it was.

But it is cool, because we got some help coming.
The grandmas are on the way!
For almost a whole month!
I am stoked beyond the beyond.
!

Good night.
lvomathwe

A circle that eats itself.

My Mom called to tell me about the 8 people that American Forces killed in Syria.
4 of them were children.

Also there are reports of missile fire into Pakistan.

Who the hell do we think we are?

It is so pathetic and obvious to have this happen now, 10 days before the election
So as to distract us from how close we are to having someone who doesn't want these things to keep
happening in charge.

Go Obama!

lvoemathew

Hello?

Damn, it is weird to be alone.
It is weird to be apart from Truen + Burger.
But She is surrounded by family, and I am alone.
To myself.
I don't know what to do.

I ate a plate of peppers, hummus, sprouts and pita.

Is this who I really am!?

It's just like that R.E.M. song.
Everybody Hurts.

lovemathew

Moped.

So are you coming to my house on the 15th of November?
You might want to consider it.

You guys, a thing that I hate about this impending "crisis" is the waiting.
The waiting is killing me.
It's like, if you're gonna collapse, then do it.
I dare you!
Not really though.

I am all talk.
I don't want no violence.

I still believe in the possible peaceful resolution.
But the only ideas I can come up with are ideas from the movies.
Like an alien invasion, or the proof of a higher power or being,
an Asteroid...

You know, and then we would band together to help each other out.
But even then it sounds pretty far fetched.

Anyways, I just wanted to say hey and stuff.
I miss Wisconsin a lot, but Brooklyn is my home for now.
lovemathw

Dominican Pride Buffet

Oh man.
The burger is trying to drive me bonkers.

Also...

As I was stepping down off of the stool, the camera fell to the ground and landed on it's lens.
So, no new pictures for a while.

Stones.

Who likes to play stones?
Stones is where you throw pebbles at the rock pile in
my yard that Garrett made.
It is better than any video game I have ever played in my entire life!

It is like a bathtub for my soul.

My friend Mark said that being in Arizona is
like a bath tub for the soul.

I wonder if that is true.
My Dad lives in Arizona, but I don't know what he thinks about it.
It is where he wants to be though.

So don't forget about the Art Party.
I think that I might make a pie!

lovemahtwe

Someday we'll know.

FIRE!!!
Fire in the chimney!!...

Do you know what I want to do?
I want to have an Art Party at my house.
I want to do it in November, but I think I might have to do it in early December.
Definitely before Christmas.

What do you think about that!?

I just figure why can't I do this?
I have some stuff I wouldn't mind showing to people.

So this is the declaration,
I will work my job, be an active family member
AND have an Art Party by the first weekend of December.
Or else...

I got to go now, Truen is almost home and
I have to make some dinner.
If you know Truen, you know her temper is very short.

What I am trying to say is that I have reason to believe I
am being punched in the face while I am sleeping.
lvoahtwe

Breakfast in cemetery.

I put the Burger down for a nap.
Then I made a bench.
Then, as I was routing the piece of wood for the bench,
I had an idea that maybe this was the worst thing
I could be doing because I could hurt myself
with the router. And who would be there to help me?

The Burger? Yeah right!!

So I finished what I was doing and then I vowed to never use the router again.

Ever.

Instead, I made a bowl of cereal and decided to hang out inside.
I only got another 30 minutes though and then he will start yelling for me.
I must be quick with my typing!!

I have to go to the store and get some new socks.
Socks for the family!
Socks for 3!

I also need to get a few groceries as well.
You know, staples and things like that.

What about you?
How are you?
Have you given any thought to walking across the country?
Do you think that it would be something that would be too dangerous to do with a baby?
What if the baby was wearing a helmet?
Also it would be spring.

Well now I have to go and accomplish a few more life goals before the Burger wakes.
SO I will talk to you later.
lvoematthew